Today I painted. with cheap plastic brushes and cheap paint. I was trying so hard to be creative but instead...I just felt like a 5 year old. I cant quite decided if that's a bad thing or not. Its good to let the "kid" out every once in a while. I guess I just wish I could paint better than a 5 year old. (no offense to that age...it's just...ya know??)
Occasionally, when I feel like drinking milk, I drink straight from the jug. My mother would be so ashamed. Sorry Mom.
I told myself I was only going to eat one cookie today. I ate 3. Darn it. But hey they are all gone now so I don't have anything to worry about tomorrow!
Winter is not my favorite. The gray colors, brown grass, and empty trees are starting to get to me. On my walk today I really wished it was Spring! Really bad.
In less than 3 weeks, I will receive the title of "Mommy" from a little baby boy. I'm excited, scared, and calm all at the same time. Don't ask me how that works.
I can't wait to meet this little boy that I have been carrying for the last 9 months. It brings so much joy to my heart; imagining holding him, and imagining Scott holding him. Kissing him, cuddling him, feeding him, changing his diapers, reading to him, watching him sleep, and watching every new little thing that he'll do. A little obsessed?? maybe, but he'll be mine so I'm allowed to be.
Family. That's what this life is all about.